beautiful mistakes

hunnaay @ 2007-03-20T22:09:00

2007-03-21T02:07:27Z

i, i who have nothing
i, i who have no one
adore you, and want you so
but i'm just a no one
with nothing to give you, but oh
i love you

you, you buy her diamonds
bright, sparkling diamonds
but believe me dear when i say
that she can give you the world
but she'll never love you the way
i love you

you can take her anyplace she wants
to fancy clubs and restaurants
but i can only watch you with
my nose pressed against the window pane

i, i who have nothing
i, i who have no one
must watch you go dancing by
wrapped in the arms of somebody else
when darling it's i
who loves you

<3

2007-03-13T18:27:56Z

ain't nobody ever proved their love
when things are all good and two people are smiling.
love is found way down in the trenches
when he's throwin' a fit and she's sittin' there cryin'.
we tear it up to patch it up, break up to make up,
the show goes round and round and that's how we get down,
we go back and forth, and anyone who goes through this should know
that what i am saying is for real, real love is meant this way.

i say "where the hell you going?"
and you say "i'm getting up out of here."
and i say "you ain't going nowhere."
then i follow you down the stairs,
get infront of you and then i scream.
times like this i know you're still the one,
and the truth is this is really love.
and when i feel like going off, i brush my shoulders off
and you know...

we say things that we don't mean,
but that's the way love works out sometimes.
he's trippin', she's trippin', and we both be trippin' and
that's the way love works out sometimes.
cause when it's on it's on and you're no longer stressin'
and life teaches a lesson that love is still a blessin'.
cause when it's all said and done we're back at square one
and that's the way love works out sometimes.

you won't believe it until you see it,
how much you need somebody, need somebody.
and you'll never know how far you'll go
when you love somebody, love somebody.

everybody's free to feel good

2007-03-06T04:20:19Z

" it is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces. "

ugh, i'm so angered with Boots right now. whatever.

i need a new job.
any suggestions or hookups?
still, i love my buddies julius, leo, and ryan.
but the hours SUCK ASS.

i bought "romeo & juliet" (the dicaprio version),
and now i can't stop watching it. i loooove it. haha.

(8) g e o r g i a . . .

saturday;
- big bertha
- regan's house
- bus ride
- lily's party
- sorry for puking =)
- pizza pizza
- bus ride home
amazing.

KELLY DT, APRIL G, SAMANTHA B, MELANIE C, ANDREA G,
ANDREEA P, PAULA A, PAOLA T, EUGENIO T, RONELL DC,
& DAVID ANTHONY MANUEL COSTA NUNES <3

i have 1000 tests and assignments due in the next 4 days.
i think i may implode in the next 12-18 hours.

kks. i'm going to bed.
goodnight.

baby you have become my addiction

2007-02-24T05:55:13Z

this week.. wow. =)

monday.
- was really hyperrr, i dunno why.
- lunch time in guidance with johnnyboots, lily, and milton. so jokess.
- hands holding, face touching, arm punching, fingers biting "ewwwwww".. lmaoo.
- went to work at 6pm. ughh.. i hate monday work days.

tuesday.
- woke up late.
- bussed to lawrence station.
- o m g.. you guys. i swear i saw quintin. ahahaha.
- took the train to eglinton. ugh, the train stopped for like.. a year. lmao, john.
- yep, met up with johnnyboots at eglinton. woo hoo. talked and laughed. =)
- 3rd period jokes with sam, adri, lily, and erin.
- ahaha, after school. >=) finally.

wednesday.
- came to school on time. woo hoo.
- still just walked out in the middle of first period. haha. shizzz, i'm bad.
- took my grad picture. think i looked alright. the photographers were jokes.
- lunch time with my crazy latinas; garcia, acosta, & popescu.
- afterschooooool; hugs hugs, kiss kiss. =)
- called work and talked to julius for a bit. *sighs.. so much drama at work. lol.
- didn't have to go in, so yay.. rested at home.

thursday.
- stupid snow!
- took me like 2 hours to get to school.
- get to school and i'm HELLA BORED.
- skipped mckay's 3rd period. kuya and i went to yonge&eglinton.
- just walked around hmv and talked and stuff.
- came back to school at 1:10pm.
- went to 4th period math. haha. lots of laughs.
- went to work at 6pm and it was actually fun for once.
- jokes with ryan. haha.

friday.
- sun was shining but it was still cold.
- missed first period.
- talked to vanessa on msn during spare.
- painted the moose!! ahaha. "daaaave, you have to STIPLE!"
- english class was alright. talks with eugenio and cards with the others.
- painted the moose at lunch time!! got my hands all dirty. =(
- sat with braden buddy in religion. then left halfway through the class. lol.
- went downstairs and painted the moose!! ahah.
- fuck, saw this stupid bitch on the way home.. erggg.
- was gonna beat her ass right there but she kept hiding behind her friends.
- david came over and we ate triscuits that made our throats really dry. =( lol.

weekend's here finally.
and two more days till i'm in his arms again.
woo hoo!

valentines '07

2007-02-15T15:44:28Z

woke up at 6am, took a shower, looked out the window and decided that i didn't want to stress myself trying to get to school in a snowstorm.. so i stayed home. =) went back to bed and david called at 11am and said he was outside. =O yay. lmfao. so david came over and we watched "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind". then i made us some mr.noodles soup and we ate it and he put the crumbs in my soup and i was sad because i don't like the crumbs in my soup. =( after, we were channel surfing for a while because there's nothing good on tv at 2pm. then we fell asleep. lol. he left around 3pm and i started to get ready for work. poo.

got to work and justice made me a paper rose and it sucked ass. -_- lmfao. had a talk with the manager and she said my numbers aren't too great. lol, whateverrr. woo hoo, julius picked me up from work yesterday! =) he was running out of gas so we just drove to countrystyle and had some snacks. haha. so much laughs. the fob cashier, the dog, the stories of work. yay, fun. then we left and he drove me home even though it took so long cause i kept forgetting to tell him to make turns. ahaha. ah well. had fun.

got home, and made some valentines day phone calls to my special men. prrrrrap!

so everything went alright today, except..
*sighs.. babi, babi, babi, babi, babi.. =(

<3

2007-02-07T02:37:36Z

" see the pyramids along the nile
watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
just remember darling all the while
you belong to me

see the market place in old algiers
send me photographs and souvenirs
just remember when your dream appears
you belong to me

i'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again
you belong to me "

* * * * * * * * * *

beautiful. =)

i think he knows

2007-02-01T22:41:30Z

not much has been up lately.

school's the usual:
- late for 1st period everyday because i sleep in and take different routes everyday. haha.
- 2nd period spare spent with laarnie & marisse on day 1's. on day 2's i get my laugh on with gessie, melanie, eugenio & my johnnyboots.
- 3rd period; awesome laughable time in challenge & change day 1's. english is pretty hella boring on day 2's. -_- i just sleep it off.
- 4th period; it's a love-hate thing both days. lol.
yep. i'm pretty tired of school. it's boring. it sucks. & everyone smells. =)

been on a rollercoaster with work too. i have those good amazing days, and those horrible disgusting days. julius and i are pretty erk-ed too about how we haven't worked together in a while. yep.. we know exactly who to blame too. tsssk. then of course my hours SUCK so i'm barely getting paid, but hey, at least it's something. meh. lol.

oh oh, my new buddy, polish peter, who thinks he's filipino. ahahaha. it's okay, you're still sexy. =) damn.. we were on the phone like all night last night. so jokes though. yep.. "pattern-y shirts". lmfao.

and babi. babi, babi, babi.. what am i going to do with you? last saturday was amaaaaazing. =) but, we'll just wait and see what happens i guess. hmm..

so yes.
that is what has been going on.
i bought new shoes. NOT from my store. -_- lol.
i need to go clothes shopping.

BAP on saturday. can't wait!
you knooooooow.

i think i finally found the one

2007-01-11T03:53:55Z

it's been some time since we last spoke
this is gonna sound like a bad joke
but mama, i fell in love again
it's safe to say that i have a new boyfriend

and i know it sounds so old
but cupid got me in a chokehold
and i'm afraid i might give in
towels on the mat, my white flag is wavin'

i mean he even cooks me pancakes
and alka seltzer when my tummy aches
if that ain't love then i don't know what love is

take a look at my boyfriend
he's the only one i got
not much of a boyfriend
i never seem to get alot

and i know you heard the last song about the boys who didn't last long
but i promise this is on a whole new plane
i can tell by the way he says my name

i love it when he calls my phone
he even got his very own ringtone
if that ain't love then i don't know what love is

he's got the cutest laugh i ever heard
and we can be on the phone for three hours not sayin' one word
and i would still cherish every moment
and when i start to build my future, he's the main component
call it dumb, call it luck, call it love, or whatever you call it but
everywhere i go i keep his picture in my wallet, like here

take a look at my boyfriend
he's the only one i got
not much of a boyfriend
i never seem to get alot

:)

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past couple days; amazing amazing.
i had a feeling things were going to be good after the break..
i didn't expect things to be THIS good.
♥ smile smile smile. haha.

went to mandarin last sunday with some tsc part-timers & justice.
omfg.. best day ever!
went to the store at 5pm to meet up with them and at the same time not letting michelle know.
"oh, hannah's here to buy shoes!", "umm.. no.. i'm waiting for keisha. we're going.. out. =/"
busride with keisha, crystal, darrell, leo, reeanna & her boy. laughing the whole time omg.
awwww.. going through elementary memories with keisha. haha. damn.
had to waste an hour for justice to come.
lmfao.. he finally came and we all squished into his car to ride ONE BLOCK to mandarin. -_-
haha.. and we were all getting squashed to death on the spiral up to the parking lot.
sooo much laughing about everything and anything.
perverted old men at work, penguin products *yummmm, awww & our goodbye to darrell.
haha we sat there for like three hours i swear just talking it up. good day. =)

anyways,
bitches these days.. all talk no action.
and shut the fuck up, i almost put someone in the hospital the other day no lies.
yep, look around the fucking school watch who ain't walking straight no more.
ahahahaha. "i'm gonna punch them in the face." fuck you, i'll do it.

whatever.
i got what i need.
and i got what i want

booo yaaaaah ! >=)

hunnaay @ 2007-01-03T23:20:00

2007-01-04T04:20:59Z

i am me.
i know exactly who i am,
what i am,
and the wrath that i bring.

the ugly beauty,
the lying truth,
the virgin whore.

the dirty clensing,
i permit to forbid,
i am the inferior superior,
the gentle rough.

i can panic calmly.
my failure is my success.

i am the healthy sickness you acquire,
the lavishly plain,
i give to take.
the accurately mistaken,
i remember to forget.

i have decorated myself with love, hate, and truth,
by you, all of you, both of you, none of you.

i sleep to dream
and dream to sleep.

i've been crucified, justified, and mortified
by my behaviour.

i am a condradiction.
a juxtaposition.

it's a new year

2007-01-02T03:37:15Z

2006.
the 5 months i had with babi were nothing short of amazing; chillings, sleepovers, parties. ♥
david; downtown walks, screemers, lakeshore, house chillings, etc.
chillings with the regulars; pacific mall, downtown walkings, beach, parties, bbq's, etc.
amazing summer with david, cristina, jenn, sam, andy, mario, & all the rest. party every day!
getting closer with people at school; jaclyn, sam, sammy, melanie, kelly, cristina & julian, andrea g, april, paola, gessie, sylvanna, brian (kindergarden buddy!), & johnnyboots. =P
first job @ the shoe company. brrrrap brrrraap! and the amazing co-workers.
finally a christmas with the besterest cousins. =) aww, too bad we weren't complete though.

so even though alot of amazing things happened in 2006,
it was still of course filled with alot of drama whether neccessary or not.
definitely was a year of 'lose some to win some'.
gained many, and lost many.
but that's life. no regrets. never.

2007?
i apologize in advance for my ruthlessness.
this year is gonna be my year.
think i've been pretty hard to get along with these past years?
trust, you ain't seen nothing yet.
experience has taught me to let very few into my little circle.
everything i do with benefit me. i come first. i'm my number one priority.
haaaa, and i'll show ya'll; i will get everything i want.
because i've got the mindset; the motivation; the drive.
ouu wee. i'm bringing sexyback.
you ready?

:)

week updation

2007-01-01T03:09:03Z

tuesday december 26. boxing day.
- was on call for work. called, and didn't have to go in.
- justice called back and asked if i wanted to go work at the yonge&eglinton store. i said no.
- went down to ossington to pick up some stuff.
- since i was down there anyway, decided to meet up with david.
- we went to eatons centre and it was packed to the maxxximum.
- went to paramount and watched "blood diamond". aww man, greeeat movie.
- add south africa to my list of places to go. =)

wednesday december 27.
- was soooo bored all day.
- so i randomly just went to yorkdale.
- bought a jacket and sweater that i don't even think i like. =/ lol.
- saw sam and andy. chatted with them for a bit.
- it was still 7pm and i was still bored.
- dropped by work and JULIUS was working. cheeeyah!
- haha, "hannah, if you stay till 10 i'll drive you home." "julius.. it's like 7:30. what am i gonna do?" lol.
- what a crackerhead.
- stayed and chatted for a bit anyway, then decided to leave before michelle came to yell at us.
- what's with people starting nonsense bullshit lately. whatever yooo.

" i never fucked anybody over in my life
that didn't have it coming to them. "

thursday december 28.
- woke up and ate eggo waffles. yummmm.
- went to work at 2pm.
- major store clensing. lmfao.
- stickered every damn shoe in the store, took them all down and washed the shelves, and put them back up!
- stayed an extra hour and fifteen minutes. cheeeyah.

friday december 29.
- ugh, anna woke me up so early and asked if i wanted to go work at the yonge&bloor store. i said no.
- then she called back later and said to come in at 5pm.
- went to work at 5pm.
- fun times. keisha was there finally.. haha, haven't seen that girl in sooo long.
- giggled and smiled while we talked about the beautiful people. lmfao.
- ah, days like these that get me happy. =)

saturday december 30.
- went to work at 10am.
- julius was working too. cheeeyah.
- ugh, had to do everything so perfectly cause the head office people came in.
- got kinda nervous since i know i never say my lines right. hahaha.
- but they ended up just coming to re-decorate the place. cheeeyah.
- haha, lots of laughs with my buddys julius, justice, and leo. =P

sunday december 31.
- was on call for work, but woke up late since i didn't think i'd have to go being new years eve and all.
- called in like 3 times. lmfao. "uhh hey crystal.. it's hannah again.. can i talk to michelle.. again?.." LOL.
- ended up having to go in anyway. lol. russshhhhed my ass there in 20min. cheeeyah.
- was kinda busy. man, who the hell decides to go shoe shopping on new years eve honestly? tssk.
- had some fun ass customers though. =D
- oh yeah, and i'm managing my fear of climbing all the way to the top of the high ladders!
- damn, 4 straight days of work. madd tired, but it's worth the paper chase. cheeeyah.

have yourself a merry little christmas

2006-12-25T22:01:00Z

christmas eve.
- woke up and called work
- lmfao. julius came on the phone pretending to be anna. what a fruit.
- finally talked to anna and i didn't have to go in. i was kinda sad cause i kinda wanted to. lol.
- spent the whole day just watching "troy" for like the billionth time.
- went to melanie's house with my mommy around 6pm.
- haha, our parents were yelling at us to get ready.
- awwww, they have a cat. it's sooooo damn cute. i'm gonna steal it. >=)
- around 7pm, we all got into the car and thai drove us to mississauga for famjammin'.
- haha, aww.. we were re-living our childhood memories playing 'curry kitchen'.
- watched some tv, and talked, and everything.
- got 'merry christmas' phone calls from baby and ERWIN! =D haha.. awwwwwwww.
- fun timess you guys. =) love you all. melanie, thai, michael, & rachelle. <3

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

drama, drama, drama.
so i'm sorry i didn't tell you, but i'm not as sorry that it happened
because i realized now that i'm doing you a huge favor..
you wouldn't like the real him very much, trust me.
you say you didn't want to look the fool,
but would have looked even worse of a fool had i not intervened.
just trust me on that one.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

melanie, jaclyn, samantha, erwin,
laarnie, troy, julius, justice, & baby. ♥
the ones that matter.

mother earth, this my universe

2006-12-24T07:51:20Z

A QUEEN IS A QUEEN
BECAUSE FAILURE
HAS NOT STOPPED HER

i wanna be more than just your friend..

2006-12-23T23:10:37Z

thursday december 21, 2006
- went to school at usual.
- haha, kareoke time during first period!
- omg luke's "ymca" and "i feel good" and his dancing. so jokes.
- went around with samantha & maria during second period.
- went to challenge & change at third period and we finished watching "erin brockovich"
- chilled outside during lunch.
- spent fourth period in the art room and walking around.
- awwww, kelly i la la la la laave you and our talks. =)
- went home and talked to him about what's happening and what COULD happen.
- he left me with good signs. tee hee.
- went to work and my foot was killing me. see what a good employee i am. haha.
- came home and was feeling a little down.
- but he came through and had me smiling. =)

friday december 22, 2006
- was planning to go to school late, but circumstances called for me to go early. lol.
- only got a glance of him from across the comtech room in the morning.
- then i was sad cause he told me on thursday that he was only staying for first period. poo.
- so i didn't get to say 'bye' for these two weeks. haha.. but he'll owe me back. riiight? ;)
- i was really bored the whole morning. just walked around.
- then i found jaclyn & charm and we went to watch the assembly.
- haha. awww mariz. "it's PERON! *big retarded smile." lmfao.. you kill me. haha.
- assembly was good. *clap *clap *clap.
- went to yorkdale afterwards with jaclyn, samantha, and jonathan.
- saw this guy looking at me and realized that it was troy! hahaha. we gotta chill for suure.
- ate at the food court, and chatted.
- then we watched "the pursuit of happiness". awww, it was a good movie.
- lmfao, jaclyn at the end. "OMG IT'S HIM! IT'S CHRISTOPHER GARDNER!"
- then we went to hmv. saw eugenio. i bought "troy" and "memoirs of a geisha"
- awww, thanks you guys for the fun day out. =)
- went to lawrence square for a minute to buy my mommy's christmas present.
- came home and watched "troy". maaan.. second favorite movie no doubt! brad pitt ♥

saturday december 23, 2006
- woke up a little late then justice called and said to get to work asap.
- got there and it was DEAD. lol. like wtf.. what was the point in making me come early?
- stupid justice was making fun of me and my foot. haha.
- was sooooo bored. lol. had paper ball fights with justice, and was txting with julius.
- maaan, haven't seen that guy in like three weeks now. =/
- saw kuya alvin and his friends.
- awww, michelle brought her daughter. she's soooooo cute.
- got off at 5pm and went home.
- wrote in my livejournal. haha.

hope everyone has a very merry christmas!
and an amazing christmas break.
i know mine has the potential of being amazing. >=) we'll see!

ghetto lovin' when i'm with you.

2006-12-19T04:06:09Z

him: what's the use of holding on?
her: what's the point of letting go?

" damn, i missed you. "

the little smiles

2006-12-10T03:26:18Z

L touches J#1 who is straightening the shoes,
and he walks over to S who is helping a customer,
and she approaches H who just got off of break,
and she sneaks up on J#2 who is fixing the handbags,
and he starts the cycle all over again:
" tag. you're it. no touch backs. "

work was jokes. it always is. =)
it's the little things that keep me going.

let go to get one, lose some to win some

2006-12-10T00:32:40Z

" ..so i'm under the belief it's partly my fault.
close my eyes and squeeze.. try to block that thought.
place any burden on me, but please not that lord.
but time don't go back, it goes forward.
can't run from the pain, go towards it.
some things can't be explained, what caused it?
such a beautiful soul. so pure. shit.
i'm gonna see you again i'm sure of it.
till that time, my man, i'm nauseous..
..so now i'm childlike waiting for a gift to return.
when i lost you.. i lost it. "

we're all self-conscious, i'm just the first to admit it.

2006-12-05T03:46:07Z

i cannot stress how much i facking hate school right now. i hate being there, i hate all the cocky people, i hate the teachers.. i hate alot of things about school. i'm just done with it. my marks are shit so i don't even know what's gonna happen with me next year. i know i should come back for another year, but damn.. i can't stand being there.

like fuck. to be successful in life, we gotta work hard in school to get to university, work hard in university to get a career, work hard in our career to get money, then die? fuck that shit. i don't want to miss out on life. i see people sacrificing everything to get that 90%, people slicing their wrists when they get a 70%.. like shit, not even at school.. at work, people being so fucking picky about shoes, "too tight, too lose, i don't like the bow, they're ugly, i don't like the colour, there's a scratch on it, this is made in china..", like fuck! some poor kid in africa would kill for a pair of shoes. what the fuck has the world come to honestly? this is pathetic.

but anyways, as much as some customers are retarded, work is still the number one place to be for me right now. i fucking love everyone to death. things have been dramatic lately too, but i love how close we all are. my second family, for real. when i'm having a bad day, i know i just gotta go over there and someone will cheer me up. and shit, even though we're all like different ages and shit, we're still so damn close. love it.

ronell. fuck man. this guy is keeping me sane like really. thanks for the laughs and the retardedness. lol. we gotta meet up one day for sure. it'll be sooo chills. yaa.

and david. maan, david, david, david. what the fuck shall i do with you? lol. the only person who can piss the fuck out of me, and have me smiling the next day. still, things have been shit lately, and it's all your fault. but, we'll just see where things will go from here.

fuck ya'll.

oh yea, i FINALLY got a fucking dvd player.
so buy me movies for christmas. >=)

the sun seems to hide behind the moon

2006-11-25T04:45:30Z

" sometimes i find a corner, and i just wanna be alone.
i don't wanna say no prayers, and i won't answer the phone.
you showed me everybody goes through problems, everybody cries.
but no one can show you what to do when you lose someone in life.

i need you now even more than the air i breathe.
you always intervened when things got too hard for me.
where are you now? can you reach me somehow?

many times though i'm surrounded, i still feel so alone.
that's when you send a sign to me that somehow makes me strong.
it's only when you've been there that the words become so true.
i'd give up everything i own for one last dance with you.

i think about you each and every single day.
i promise i won't let your memory fade away.
how are you now? can you tell me somehow?

sometimes i find a corner, and i break down and cry.
i wish that i could see your face. "

i'm so cold i'm so cold i'm so cold

2006-11-06T01:03:11Z

ah man.. busy busy.

not doing that well at school. errr. and it's sad cause i'm actually really trying. there's just too many things going on. but yeah. it's still cool. i've become close with so many people in the past two months and i'm happy but at the same time i'm a little sad because it's our last year and all. pooo.

i go home everyday after school. lol. ew, shutup. ah well. david comes with me and we usually come over to my place and eat, watch 'wayans bros', and take a nap. awww.. he got me a teddy bear the other day. it's so cute. i named it Jorje (pronounced 'hor-hey' for all you non-spaniards). but yeah.. i'm so happy with david. =) haven't been able to spend much time with him thought since they have me working like all weekend, every weekend. ugh. speaking of work.. it's okay i guess. well it's great actually except when the head manager is around. ugh. pisses me off. but i love everyone else, they're so chills. so yeah.. work is coolios except for the head manager and the fact that they always have me working like fri-sun. ew.

didn't go to semi-formal this year. =/ ah wells. i still have next year since david is gonna be at school still.. and knowing david, i'll probably have the year after that too. LMFAO. aha. but yeah.. went to my homegirl cristina's house instead with david, mario, and caker jon. it was good still. blazed, ordered pizza, talked, watched a little of 'over the hedge'. ahaha, omg that movie's amazing. i wanna see the rest of it.

talked to my husband christine today. oh gooooooooodness. now i'm just pissed off. hey, maybe i'll really get to punch someone out finally! =D haha, i love yuu husband.

GETTING PAID THIS WEEK. BOOYAH!

*sniffles

2006-11-01T16:21:37Z

ew, haven't written in here in quite a while.

so i'm staying home today cause i'm sick. errr. never felt this sick in soo long. but anyways, i've been up to nothing much lately. been working alot with alot of overtime. stupidness. worked everyday friday to monday this past weekend. ew and they have the nerve to ask me to work yesterday too. psh. well 20min after they asked me, they realized it was halloween and called me back saying how it was all slow anyways so i didn't have to come in. (Y) geniuses. lol. work is alright i guess. sometimes it's fun, sometimes it pisses me off, sometimes it's hella boring. but hey, i'll just keep telling myself about the hella alot money i'll have soon. =)

saturday after work i went with david to go chill with the homies. wonderful. =D went to cristina's house and just waited around for people to arrive. jenn, andy, and mario came. smoked it up bigg time! hahaha.. omg, i was SO GONE! david and i went to watch tv in the living room and i was just jabbering and making no sense. lol. "hey david, can i have a glass of- OMG SOMETHING TRIPPY IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN- water?" kept combining my sentences. =P lmfao. so yeah.. i'm sure alot of funny stuff happened and i'd write about them if i could remember what happened. eh. lol. finished a whole big bag of chips on my own. =) sour cream. yummmm. then david took me home at midnight.

school's been alright. haven't really been talking much to people. i'm usually just trying to finish all my homework at school so i can go to work without worrying or just relax at home. ew, i'm growing up.

here's a list of things i'm going to save up for:
- motorola PEBL
- digital camera
- shoes (not from shoe company)
- CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES
- cd's: diddy 'press play', my chemical romance 'the black parade', justin timberlake 'future sex/love sounds'
- dvd player.. LOL, shut up. -_-

but yeah.. i'm really sick right now and should get some rest.
until next time ya'll. =)

blooooooooooooooooooooop

2006-10-24T21:40:02Z

today david came over
cause well, he always comes over..
but anyways,
his hair was pissing me off
so i gave him a haircut.
now he's fly. ;)

busy weekend

2006-10-22T22:51:16Z

friday october 20.
- p.a. day, teachers on retreat.
- first day of work at 3pm. shoe company that! $8/hr, prrrap.
- my first sale was to rick campanelli's entertainment tonight stylist. whoaaaness.
- ended at 9:45pm. worked 6.75 hours. ayyy.

saturday october 21.
- went to the bank at 9am to open an account.
- went home.
- went to work at 12pm.
- haha, surprised keisha to the maxxx! "HANNAH?! WHAAAAAAT?" lmfao.
- learned alot of things. getting used to it and kinda enjoying it.
- was supposed to end at 5pm, but went overtime to 6:30pm. 6.5 hours.
- went home.
- went to ossington station to meet up with david at 8pm.
- got to screemers at 9pm.
- HELLA SCARY & HELLA FUN !
- ran into alot of people.
- "the black hole" with javier & his girlfriend was jokes!
- guy with a chainsaw chased me for like 5min in the maze. lmfao.
- crazy girl in "the asylum" freaked me out. "BABY BABY BAAAABY BABY" *shaking a doll.
- went on some rides which was so jokes even though i got sooo dizzy.
- left at 11:30pm.
- david took me home. =)

sunday october 22.
- on call for work.
- didn't have to go to work, yay.
- david came over around 12pm.
- watched movies and ordered a pizza.
- took a long ass nap.
- went for a walk around 6pm.
- came back and david went home.
- now, i need to study for challange & change. errrrrr.

and yes. I'M FREAKIN' EXHAUSTED !

i'll be there

2006-10-16T23:59:18Z

4 MONTHS ♥

i love you...
...because you always take me home, no matter what time it is.
...because you're always there when i need to cry or laugh or hit someone.
...because you always have something positive to say about everything i do.
...because it's you i can blame when my mommy asks where all the food has gone. =P
...because you love me.

:)

friday the thirteeeeeenth!

2006-10-14T00:59:37Z

been feeling a litte better now that i've gotten a little off my chest. i'll feel much better when i let it all out on those who deserve it though. ah, soontime.

anyway, today was alright. had the mod west test first period even though mr.kruger wasn't there. mr.kelly supplied and he was funny still. [ mr.kelly: "hannah, i'm supplying your class today. it will be just like old times!!", me: "umm.. but sir, you never liked me in the old times." LOL! ] i don't think i did too good on the test though. err. second period spare was the MOST BORING EVER! melanie in new york, eugenio with the niners, rick in ottawa. ahhhh, i was sooooo bored. walked around the school, walked down to macs & around the park, fixed up my english assignment like 5 times. err. lol. english class was retarded too. there were only like 8 people in the class. lols. but ah well i still had fun talking to mariz the whole time about anything and everything. :) teacher let the two of us out early for lunch. found jaclyn and samantha in the caf, those skippers.. tsssk. lol. sat and ate, had jokes. fourth period religion was fun. we had mr.howard as a supply and he was nice and funny. sat with mariz, jaclyn, and samantha. LOL, i swear.. this year with the 4 of us. ahaha too many funny things happen. *smiles.

the weather was retarded after school. =/ so david and i just ran to the bus stop. came over to my house and just SLEPT. lol. oh man, i was soo tired. but awww, i love sleeping beside him. :) he left at 6pm, and i was too tired to go down to bloor, so i just decided to stay home. not gonna see the homies today. =(

the fray "how to save a life"

step one, say "we need to talk"
she walks, you say "sit down, it's just a talk"
she smiles politely back at you, you stare politely right on through
some sort of window to your right, as she goes left and you stay right
between the lines of fear and blame
and you begin to wonder why you came

where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life

let her know that you know best
cause after all, you do know best
try to slip past her defense without granting innocence
lay down a list of what is wrong, the things you've told her all along
pray to god she hears you
and pray to god she hears you

as she begins to raise her voice,
you lower yours and grant her one last choice:
drive until you lose the road or break with the ones you've followed
she will do one of two things:
she will admit to everything or she'll say she's just not the same
and you'll begin to wonder why you came

where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life